Hi Elizabeth, I’m so sorry for your loss. That was beautiful. I knew in advance that he wouldn’t make it for very long but even with trying to prepare myself emotionally for months, it hasn’t eased the pain. https://www.catster.com/lifestyle/loss-of-a-pet-cat-sudden-unexpected-death-grief-coping Mama ki jaan. A large tray of new cat food from the vet. Take time to get over your grief for Miss Marmalade and try to get a cat, who has different colouring and looks different to your last cat. Seriously underweight and flea ridden. I took her to the Cat hospital where she spent a week as they tried to find the cause of the problem. I’ve lost pets before, but I have never known anything like this – I literally feel pain in my heart and I just so want to tell him that I love him and say goodbye. My dad died Inn 2010 then my mom In 2013 . I have had to let my beautiful rag doll Tia Maria go yesterday, I’m beyond devastated she went off her good for a day and her breathing was laboured Friday night I rushed her to the vet to be told she had cancer and not long to live, I could not process and still can’t, she helped me immensely to cope with anixtey depression she would know when I needed that extra support, this has pulled me apart I just need her back she was only 10, I know I will get through once I can process this but just feel so overwhelmed at present. He was my sixth cat. I’m beyond devastated. https://www.catster.com/lifestyle/cat-behavior-tips-grieving-grief. It was well known how much Herbie and I were very close. 3 weeks ago today. I was glad to have found this website reading the stories shared so sad and heartbreaking. We need to be strong, they want that for us. I wrapped him up and lay him on my lap, stroking him. If you would like to pay tribute to a loved cat who has passed away, you can do so on Cat Chat's Gallery of Remembrance. This email address is being protected from spambots. My heart is broken and who would have thought he would be so loving with all of his original biting. She was the sweetest little cat you could ever imagine and had the personality of a little dog. My heart aches and weeps for my furry angel. He was a little menace but was my little partner & loved him so much. He had cancer over a year and half ago and was operated on, unfortunately the cancer returned on his kidneys in June of this year. I have experienced plenty of losses in life but still this one is much harder even than some human losses. I have had to take my beloved cat Alice to be put down tonight and the heartbreak is incredibly hard. He had lymphoma and had lost 8 lbs. Becca, I made the mistake, a long time ago when my beautiful first cat, Miffy, died, to get a cat too soon after her death, because I felt so terrible without her. I couldn’t stop myself. He purred while he was running! I am so sorry for your loss. I feel your pain my cat died Friday night she had a heart attack n had blood clots feel like I’m dying inside xxx. Calls are free from UK landlines, completely confidential, and taken by trained, experienced volunteers. Our Pet Bereavement Support Service is here to provide a free and confidential emotional support for all types of pet loss, including theft, illness, accident, death and rehoming, and also prior to loss. I couldn’t agree more about finding this site. I just feel lost. These are things I’ve learned by paying attention to the grief process. I need some advice. I just keep thinking of her everywhere I look. but the first thing I woke up seeing was by baby cat died in front of me on my bed.she slept with me everytime on my bed. https://www.catster.com/lifestyle/cat-behavior-tips-grieving-grief. It doesn’t help that I live alone. We older people understand and can really show our love to oldsters. I couldn’t put her through any more surgeries. He looked like he would drop any day soon. But right now everything seems pointless. I struggled for years to make a living and after a personal relationship breakup I had to leave my HOLY CREATURE alone very long, every day. I don’t know what to do. I also am getting Spencer’s ashes and paw print on clay and card stock. Some of us like to share; others are intensely vulnerable when going through grief. Everywhere I go in this house I expect him to be there. My dad had the unfortunate business of holding her while she died. He made me laugh a lot. I have 2 other cats but no one can ever replace Noel, I’ll miss her forever ???? It was 5 minutes at the ER and they said I needed to let him go. I am no longer crying all day every day although im still crying every day. We know time heals wounds but its still hard to deal with. We had to wait for a little bit for Karen the runt to be brought in. we had to live. My husband and I do not have kids so he was our fur child. They ran bloodwork and his white count was very high. I hope you are feeling just a little bit better. she was eating very little. At the end we brought the water to her on our bed. We have lost our beautiful boy Kevin this week he was 16 yrs and a sphinx so a house cat, so sudden had a stroke in the night then fitting rushed to vets, then gone, she kept him because we were having him cremated, I couldn’t stop crying could rest the house is empty even with his wonderful brother Alfie here, this morning we brought him home just for 24 hours, although he is cold and I know that he has already gone to heaven, I feel so much better I can wash him and say goodbye properly, he is on the sofa at the moment wrapped in his blanket, Sending Peace & Love to you all just found out how much this hurts. We had to put our cat Speedy down due to illness on December 19,2018. The house feels vacant without him, he had an amazing presence. GOD has not allowed this yet and I’m still praying. I love him so very much and know he is no longer in any pain. I call out for her in my house thinking one day I’ll see her again. I feel your grief and hope you know that someone else feels your pain. He was fine all week. I feel your pain. I watched him transform before my eyes. I feel the same way. We had to have Daisy put to sleep yesterday. I pray she then enters my life and I can again be her mommy. A picture of him at the vet as he took his last breath while my husband and I petted him through his euthanasia is etched in my mind. These articles might provide some insight and help as well. "Parting Words Parting Ways" A sensitive and sensible book for anyone coping with the loss of an animal companion. Gus was such a personable loving kitty. But I noticed he was trying to tell me he was in pain. Take time to get over your grief for Miss Marmalade and try to get a cat, who has different colouring and looks different to your last cat. You deserve all the support that you need following the loss of your cat. He didn’t even fuss about going to the vet and normally he would cry the whole way there. He was a real pretty Tuxedo cat. She will show her unique personality soon enough. I’m grateful for this site as I don’t feel alone. We think it was the highest show of love to help him go in this way and stop his suffering. He just loved me & wanted to be near; especially when old age deafened him, he liked to stay really close. My cat has been missing for almost 4 days (he is most likely dead), and it feels like I have been crying and mourning and grieving him for a decade. I found her stuck up a tree (true story). He had answers to questions you might ask him. I’m so sorry. So sorry to hear this. I was 60 yrs old. We just needed to put our lovely Nino of 18 years to sleep. She was a lovely talkative calico who was such a cuddler. You need your energy to get through grieving, not to get mad about ill-placed comments. I have to clean and store her water bowl and food bowls. I couldn’t even come back to this site until today. I know I was grieving for a month since he became weaker and I knew the end was near. just lost my orange tabby Newton yesterday,also intestinal cancer to blame I feel so empty inside,he left my neighbor 8 years ago to live with me .He chose me to be his friend such an honor that was will take a long time to grieve,I thank all who shared thier furry friends stories. How about getting a much older cat? All very old kittens but when they are with you for so long, you can have a hard time adjusting to life without them. Most people should have such love. This last time they gave a good prognosis and within about two weeks I found a lump around her shoulder blade. Thank you for posting your story. Only 19 left in stock - order soon. I promised that one day we will be together again. Keevan has grown quite a bit since we got them mid July. var prefix = 'ma' + 'il' + 'to'; This is my 1st night without her at the foot of my bed. At night when sleeping and dreaming, I have lots of bad dreams about missing him. With a few days over these past 7 weeks outstanding, he’s been there to greet me everyday for the past 8 1/2 yrs with the exception of us moving a few times. Karen, you and Gem are in my thoughts. Not many people want to take in a kitty with health problems, but it sure sounds like you were meant to, and that you had an incredible bond. I was sad before, knowing she was going to die, and even in the vet’s office while I petted her as she died. I am sending this in the hope it lets you and everyone else know, in memory and love we must try to get by, bit by bit.We have all been blessed by knowing, loving and caring for them. You can remember her and only that she is gone, Or you can cherish her memory and let it live on. I work from home so I spent every day with him and developed SUCH a sspecial bond with him. It feels like sheer agony and missing him like crazy. My kitty I hope gets a great home with people who love her. She was very fortunate to have you and you her. I am devastated. document.getElementById('cloak9348dee90cd9701ba48707b4a4d8b263').innerHTML = ''; I will crawl out of this dark period eventually but putting my thoughts to paper is part of that process. The vet told me that my crying was causing distress :( I have been beating myself up and so anxious/depressed. Instead, find people who understand and are respectful of your loss of a pet and the grief process, whether they love cats or not. She died loved ……secure……comforted……relaxed. I had her from 6 weeks old she was my baby. At the end of life, whether it’s prolonged or sudden, it’s easy to get caught up in the sadness and intensity of that current moment. She always greeted my wife and I when we returned home and loved to hang out in my car. She must know you are grieving and maybe reacting to that. I imagine holding her like a little baby and walking around the house like we used to do. The teachers don’t understand what I’m going through. You’re my everything!” I too had to put my baby girl, Coco to sleep on 9/26/18. This is a yoga tool, but it’s also a relaxation technique, which anyone can do. Letting us know we’re not alone with our feelings. I don’t think all cats are perfect but this one was. I am very lonely. So agree with you…my beautiful boy died yesterday and I know i need to grieve properly and then hopefully will hope to get in time a lovely boy or girl that needs a good home. Sorry for your loss. You are all in my thoughts. I am so sad I couldn’t do the same for her. What did I do wrong? I feel like even thinking of adopting another is betraying my Kiki. We don’t know what happened and it was rather sudden, he was fine in the morning but wasn’t in the afternoon, x-rays showed he had fluid in his chest and lungs with a galloping heart and he was on oxygen and quality of life was what made the decision. We thought we’d have at least a few more years with her. It is such a painful loss. I just had to put my cat, Martini to sleep and it was like a punch in the gut….She was 9 years old and the illness unfolded very quickly..One day they seem fine and the next they are very sick. On January 13 he got out while I was shaking out the rugs and this time scooted off so fast I could not find him. Daisy was there all the time. Now my room feels empty. We had to put our beautiful 18 year old cat to sleep three weeks ago and my heart is broken she had a tumour on her face that grew rapidly an stopped eating I fed her through a syringe. She had been a healthy cat all her life (16 years), but a couple of days ago, she suddenly stopped eating and just slept most of the time. The grief is real deep..but there are also the unique memories and being thankful looking back to having a deep bond with another living creature. Don’t know how we’re supposed to get through it, but a little boy kitten was born here last fall. Thank you for sharing your heart too. But after 2 weeks of treatment, she got better. In fact, as I will discuss later, grieving usually involves the loss of many different things. I had the vet home and he was sedated first in my arms surrounded by his favourite toys Mr fishy, Tiggy and Birdie. Mine has been missing since November 6th. My husband travels for his job, the kids have essentially left home but Daisy was always there and always up for a chat and a purr. Written by Laura Ritter Carlson, it offers creative and comforting ways of coping with the loss, and also ways of honouring their memory. So sorry to hear about your loss! The most popular color? My son hasent grieved for her yet. The first morning I woke up and as usual she would be on my belly waiting to eat, but she wasn’t, I cried. Macy was well known by all our neighbours as she wandered about and made many cat friends. Only 3 years old and I am absolutely heart broken. We miss her dearly, I am going crazy without my baby. Pet Bereavement » Support Services Remembrance Page » Cat Tributes Rainbow Bridge » Rainbow Bridge Poem. She loved to bully our dog called Gladstone and our other cat called Rupert. I can so understand, I lost my Tabitha over two years ago but now it is another year starting without her my grief seems to have returned. Most people who live with cats recognize they have emotions. I grabbed him up, ran to my husband and came to the realization he was having a seizure likely from a stroke. We adopted her at 17 and she was in rough shape. I know it gets easier with time. I have searched for her extensively ever since, to no avail. addyfa1723dac13053c586a0d245e68e2a3f = addyfa1723dac13053c586a0d245e68e2a3f + 'animalsamaritans' + '.' + 'org' + '.' + 'uk'; The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart. Our Remembrance Gallery has been set up to honour special cats who have left a pawprint on human hearts, and in their memory, helping other cats in need: Remembrance Page - Cat Tributes. we locked the gate for our dogs. We found her at 4 days old and hand reared her she had a good life but I miss her so very much x. I just read your post and am going thru the same grief as I had to put my best friend Willie to Everlasting death on earth but I believe there is a heaven and he is young again and no longer in pain. Thank you I have two other stray cats I have brought home under many objections – so my sister was completely against another kitten. Last year my partner brought me a cat for my birthday, but when he went to pick her up she had a sister that still had no home to go to, so being big cat lovers we didn’t want to split the sisters up, they had such a close bond with each other we just had to bring them both home so we did, 14months 2 girls tess and cleo then one day I got that horrible call from the vets, both of our cats are home cats and my son had accidentally left his window open both cats got out but sadly one got hit by a car and was found by my neighbour, they took her straight to the vets but sadly she past away, I have found this weekend to be the hardest ever, even more heart breaking is watching her sister tess crying out for her, trying to do everthing we can to help her with the lose of her sister, wish I could do more for her. I am grieving now but can’t cope with her loss. So sorry Elizabeth. I miss him terribly. The 3ed of every month is hard to get through. I didn’t expect her to go downhill quite so quickly. I’m not sure why it is, but just knowing that this happens has made me prepared for when it happens again. I try to comfort her more and let her have more freedoms. According to our Vet, the way it sounded, it hit her quick without any signs of her being sick or in pain. I’m so sad, & keeping it to myself for two months and eleven days has been … well, you know. So when is the right time to adopt new kitties? The vet says she has a day or two at most. https://www.catster.com/lifestyle/a-certified-grief-coach-talks-about-death-and-celebration. 3-29-2019. Went out for my morning run today only to find my little mate dead in the road. Meetings are held the second and fourth Thursdays of every month at 6:30 p.m. in the … The bright eyes are intent; the eager body quivers. My husband was never a cat person. He died in my arms and I have never felt so empty and sad. It’s sad, Dear LaDonna, She still had so much love to give and we loved every second of it and adopting a senior cat was the greatest decision. You are not alene, we are all together on this tremendous pain. I know she is sitting on a cloud, looking down on you and grinning. It really is agony and the tears won’t stop. Until her last few hours, she was very alert. Claire, I remember saying to him ” Meaty – I love you and I know that you love me…I really love you Meaty”. I felt it was a little traumatic because he got scared of her and I was holding him. I understand your sorrow completely. My little boy cat has lost his sister, they were from the same litter. Required fields are marked *, You may use these HTML tags and attributes:
. He was only 5. I can’t believe I will never hold her in my arms again. YOU! Age 17. I expect this cat to be different and will learn it’s ways but as I look around, there should be a cat living here. My heart has been ripped out. Every once in awhile over the last couple of days there have been almost normal times and it’s breaking our hearts to know it will be the last time we see her roll around in the sun or perk up to the sight of a squirrel, but the very worst is knowing she will never again run to greet us at the door when we get home from work. I am so sorry for your loss of Ollie and what you are going through. I hope i learn to deal with this horrific loss and emptiness. There are SO many things we will remember about him. Her primary goal in life was to be as close to me as possible at all times. Turns out she’s allergic to most of the food a cat would eat and when None of the Catfood brands worked, we settled for a Chicken and Pumpkin mix which she enjoyed a lot. Rest I peace your girl and my boy. I have so much guilt about things I could have done or not done to save her life. I simply can’t fathom that. My cat died yesterday. My lovely Harvey took the decision out of my hands. I figured a year was long enough for my grief to dissipate, and it really seemed that way, until we started looking at shelters for new cat friends. So I know how you feel and send my sympathy to you & your family. I lost my cat to cancer in march 2018. I try to focus on the life I’ve shared with the cat, even though it’s very easy to want to focus totally on the end of life. When I went back with my tea, he’d gone. It has been 5 weeks since I had to put my sweet Barnaby to sleep on June 15, 2019, but I still cry for him a little every day. Had to board him while I did a quick trip to visit my family for Christmas. I squeezed him as tight as possible, as long as possible, and then I held and kissed him until his last breath. They say time heals. I am a grown man but seems like I will never get over my sacred little Leroy a perfect supermodel tuxedo style, 18 years old, outdoor lover. He wasn’t eating at all. He got typical end of life old age illness of organ failures of thyroid and kidneys. Any way I got a new kitten and I really like him but also have mixed feelings so I get what u mean but it does help a little I think it will help more when he’s bigger he’s so little now he hasn’t really developed his personality. It’s OK. I had to put down my beloved gina.he and i shared 15 years of loyal love.my greatest sadness is i never really knew how ill he was.i kept thinking he recover like before.mh heart is shattered and i feel guilty for his agony.he was a courageous cat who endure the pain for me.time will heal my empty arms and i will never forget him. We had been treating him for hyperthyroidism, unaware of any heart condition. I have had several big cries in that last 4 days and sleeping has been very restless. We need a new word for this relationship. She took her last breath. I thought I had so much more time with him. He was fine and without warning, he started scooting his butt across the rug. The line is open from 9am - 5pm, Monday to Friday: Freephone 0800 024 94 94. Last Sat morning he would not get up…was super lethargic…no interest in eating. At least she doesn’t have to hurt anymore. I know it will be years before I heal from his loss, he was my life. I would keep her and let her grow into the space. I loved her so very much. I think she had a stroke she was nearly 13. Life feels totally empty right now. I just want to die and join my sweet baby girl. He is my 3rd cat, as I had my first one when I was 16 years old, but the grief of missing him and the emptiness in my heart is the same or even stronger than my previous two cats that I have had. I had put my sweet Mia down on Sunday & her toys, water fountain (! 31 $14.02 $14.02. She was met by a dog that bit her. I try to remember to eat good stuff (not junk), get outside, exercise, breathe — all good things for me. She slept in my bed and I was never lonely. If your grief becomes complex or prolonged, you might benefit from seeking out a personal therapist to support … I feel as if that light has burnt out.I hope this article can help me to gradually heal. we are having him cremated so we can keep him close to us. Or the loving bond we had? Following me and meowing for food and cuddles. We put him to sleep after 5 hours at vet. But for the most part, she stayed in my room. We had to put him to sleep on Sunday Nov 11, 2018. I am working on trying to gain the skills to communicate with him and preferable see him. Wasn’t with her to ease her pain at the end is killing me. Thank you again, this has truly helped. I said I will re-home her but I was secretly hoping to keep her with me. When I would lose a cat in honor of that cat I rescued another. I feel guilty because I put her through all the medical care. https://www.catster.com/lifestyle/cat-behavior-tips-grieving-grief But I’ll feel worse if I give this poor cat back to the rescue after all she’s been through. We had been through so much together, he and I were kindred spirits. He TRUSTED us completely. I also had to put her down (gosh so hard to say those words) suddenly on 5/10/2019. I just keep of thinking of all the pain he was in. What are grief, bereavement and mourning? We took her to the vet where they discovered a tumor on her ear and the back of her eyes were completely white, which is a sign of anemia. She had no health issues to our knowledge, yet we found her lifeless body on our couch. I don’t know what to do. He liked outdoor freedom and had an open garage with an upstairs bed. god is very lucky to have her up in heaven. she loved my husband. He was fine but then yesterday we started to notice that he was not feeling good. I have depression too. I feel your pain. I just had to put my precious cat down tonight 11/1 :( I cant stop crying. I too am grieving the loss of my grey kitty Smoke. It is very hard to have your beloved animal Missing from the house and yard that was his Kingdom. Only been one day I haven’t cried over her, keep telling myself to get past it but it’s tough. I am sorry that you did not have many years with your cat but the time that we get to be with our little shadows will be forever priceless in my heart. I’m answering you because I think there’s a special bond with the tuxedo cats. We asked if we could see him, he was just laying there wrapped in the bath towel we took him in. I was always stepping on him and he was always screeching when I stepped on him. Thank God they told us about him or we would never have known he was there! - EdW My wife and I are trying to deal with it the best we can but its hard when you have that feeling of emptiness as if something is missing. But we couldn’t bring him home if he couldn’t’ walk-that would’ve been cruel. On 31/8/18 we lost one of our cats Simba he was a gorgeous 12 almost 13 year old ginger tabby. I only had him for 6 months as I took him in when he was in a state. He little heart was going. I pray the pain is becoming bearable for you too. also we purchased some keychain urns so he will be with us when we are out and about :). He is home now and buried under a shady pine. I still talk to him every day and look at his photo. — Its so hard. He was kept in an oxygen chamber. I too have just today lost my wonderful, beautiful cat called Macy-Grey. Maybe people who read these posts will understand. I blame myself for arranging for the surgery. It’s been over a month and each day I break down with tears as a result of something that triggers a memory. I know you took your little one to see the light and I wish I could of , but he was blind. I got him his meds and fed him what he needed. 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